I believe I can fly !!!

I used to think that I could not go on,

And life was nothing but an awful song,

...See I was on the verge of breaking down,

Sometimes silence can seem so loud.

Another day passes by .., but I feel not the same as the day before a few days .

At times life seems to change its path , sometimes it doesnt just move on . Sorry , if this aint making any sense to you , but I have seen a small change in me ... for I can see a wave of silence engulf me , no this is not new to me , I have been through this many a times , times when i feel alone in the middle of a crowd, times when i see darkness in light , times when ...... silence can seem so loud .. shhhh ! They say " silence speaks" I agree .. silence does speak .. but the language it speaks is kinda coded , which can be deciphered by only those who know you and understand you

Silence Kills at times ... for when it throws its arms around you , holds you so tight , that you feel your are being choked .. you wanna shout , but you suddenly realise you have no voice . Its the time when you realise your worth - when you know whats happening around you in its true sense - when you realise that what u thought is not what it is ....when smiles become transparent and reveal the evil grins that they hide !!! ... Its the world ... the people you deal with all day .A reason behind everything ! Its the time when you know you need to strive alone , therese no one around , who will carry you on their shoulders and take you to your destination. But .....
... a few minutes before ... I just closed my eyes.... and ventured in to the darkness ... a little had i travelled when i saw a few sparkles ... like bright stars on a moonless night ... like candles giving you light. They twinkled in my eyes , and sparkled a sense of belonging , a sense of support, a feel of togetherness ! ... and when i took a close look at each one of them ... each time a ray of light ran deep into my heart and drove the darkness away until i felt like a star shining bright myself .

This made me realise that i was wrong, that i am not alone, for these stars are not just stars, they are those who care for me, who love me, who not only say but mean " I am there for you"

Now I know that at times we can be wrong , and at times life can be an awful song ... but we need not lose hope .. for it is this time when you know there are someone who care ... and would be there to support you and walk with you if not carry you in their shoulders ..................

So , close your eyes , and find those stars , .... and I assure there would be many not one

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it