Thursday, December 30, 2004

Tell me.............. !!!

Tell Me

Tell me the way you tell me

A look in your eyes and I see,
How better a person I can be.
When your eyes close, its only me they see
When open they search all over for me.
I know what lies deep in your heart
But still I would want you to tell me.

Tell me what lies in your heart
Tell me the way you tell me
Tell me what I see in your eyes
Tell me, just tell me.

Your silence speaks what your heart wants to say .
Though you are close, you still seem far away.
Outside a mere friend is what you pretend,
But hey girl, I know you deep inside.
But still I would want you to tell me.

Tell me what lies in your heart
Tell me the way you tell me
Tell me what I see in your eyes
Tell me, just tell me

Every dream - (together we will share)
Each difficulty - (together we will bear )
Tell me -
You will always be there

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

I believe I can fly !!!

I used to think that I could not go on,
And life was nothing but an awful song,

...See I was on the verge of breaking down,
Sometimes silence can seem so loud.

Another day passes by .., but I feel not the same as the day before a few days .

At times life seems to change its path , sometimes it doesnt just move on . Sorry , if this aint making any sense to you , but I have seen a small change in me ... for I can see a wave of silence engulf me , no this is not new to me , I have been through this many a times , times when i feel alone in the middle of a crowd, times when i see darkness in light , times when ...... silence can seem so loud .. shhhh ! They say " silence speaks" I agree .. silence does speak .. but the language it speaks is kinda coded , which can be deciphered by only those who know you and understand you

Silence Kills at times ... for when it throws its arms around you , holds you so tight , that you feel your are being choked .. you wanna shout , but you suddenly realise you have no voice . Its the time when you realise your worth - when you know whats happening around you in its true sense - when you realise that what u thought is not what it is ....when smiles become transparent and reveal the evil grins that they hide !!! ... Its the world ... the people you deal with all day .A reason behind everything ! Its the time when you know you need to strive alone , therese no one around , who will carry you on their shoulders and take you to your destination. But .....
... a few minutes before ... I just closed my eyes.... and ventured in to the darkness ... a little had i travelled when i saw a few sparkles ... like bright stars on a moonless night ... like candles giving you light. They twinkled in my eyes , and sparkled a sense of belonging , a sense of support, a feel of togetherness ! ... and when i took a close look at each one of them ... each time a ray of light ran deep into my heart and drove the darkness away until i felt like a star shining bright myself .

This made me realise that i was wrong, that i am not alone, for these stars are not just stars, they are those who care for me, who love me, who not only say but mean " I am there for you"

Now I know that at times we can be wrong , and at times life can be an awful song ... but we need not lose hope .. for it is this time when you know there are someone who care ... and would be there to support you and walk with you if not carry you in their shoulders ..................

So , close your eyes , and find those stars , .... and I assure there would be many not one

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Monday, December 06, 2004

Oops ! I delayed it again !!!

Again .. complains of the blog being outdated ( refer previous post comments )

Ok ok ok ! well the reason could probably be ... hmm a lot of work ? naa ... may be . no time ! .. no i had loads of time .. well the the answer should be distractions !!!

Yep there were a lot of them ... a few bad ones .. a lot of good ones .. some serious thoughts .. some indulge yourself - spoil yourself kinds ... some "taking you on a high" kinds .. there were a lot of distractions .. especially the last week when my mind was set neatly high above what i could imagine or well may be i was imagining a lot more !!!

Sometimes you tend to give in to temptations ... but if you regret later .. then its a learning experience !! So I can say I have learnt something in the last few weeks , perhaps learnt a llot in the last few days when I was rebuked by a couple of very good friends for some deeds of mine which I thought was something worth being curious about . !!

" In the beautiful and interesting journey of life , In the lonely streets and happy places, At unknown corners , important junctions, of this simple but chaotic life , sometimes , co-incidently , we meet several people who are strangers , have different backgrounds , various ups and downs , pros and cons , and in these several there are some who exchange a few thoughts and then continue their way , and there are a very select few who remain, along, or maybe at times even merge thier way with yours, and together trudge the rough ways of life" - and these select few are definitely our "Best friends".

Sometimes we recognise them , sometimes we don't ! .. but that doesnt change their feelings . for they will be there for us always and forever !!!

I dedicate this post to my Best Friends . and I need not mention their names ... for they would know themselves !!