Saturday, September 24, 2005

Say NO to Drugs !!!

I say no to drugs, but they just don't listen !


Its inviting, tempting and green,
You long for it, your eyes say it, dont deny.
Haha havent realised, youve made this shit a routine.
I know it, once more, you wanna get on a high.

I see you trading with that peddler,
Green notes for some green leaves.
With a king sized pack of Rizla.
Jammin up with ya stoned buddies.


Throw the seeds, Mix the stuff,
Lay the rizla neat, roll up the weed.
Some call it weed, some pot and some ganja,
Whatever the name, dont you just love marijuana.


Roll roll roll your joint,
Twist it up at the end.
Spark it up take a draw,
Pass it to your friend.

Stoners live, and stoners die,
but in the end they all get high,
So if at first you don't succeed,
Screw it all and smoke some Weed

Skin a rizla or a fill up the chillum
In the end to its illusions you succumb
Top it up with some sweet,
You feel the kick take you so neat.


Blast the music, yea its loads of trance,
Numbness in your feet, your head starts to dance.
You need to fly, damn, you've got no wings.
Laughing away, you love the pleasure it brings

Smoke the trees, get stoned on the joint,
Not alone, pass it down the line,
Enjoy the kick. If you scare yourself,
It will blow your ****** mind

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Blog the Anniversary !

August 25, 2004 :

I received a mail from Nirupesh, who wrote that he has started blogging and gave the link to his blog, named "the root". I had a meek idea about blogging, but was completely new to it. After some time I received another mail from Harish, who followed through and created his own blog, named " the lone wolf". Now this instilled some curiosity in me, and when I get curious.. hmm !!

I went through their blogs or so called web logs or web journals, and it was quite interesting and a neat way to use your writing skills and more importantly share your thoughts and opinions and let others know about you. All who knew me well, used to say that I do have good writing skills, but I as usual walked over it. I used to write a little poetry and a diary but never maintained them. I thought to myself "well, why dont I too start a blog and write on the web instead", and then was born a blog.

August 25, 2005 :

A blog that is loved by few, criticised by few and ignored by few (They find it boring!) A blog that changed its look and appearance every now and then, from a white background of a harbor to black one with a quill. From the normal standard blogger template to the now modernised fixed lakeside background. Though Ive seen far superior blogs in terms of look and far better writings and content too, I would still like to say my blog has earned what it had to.

If I look back on my blogging days, I can say, in this one year, Ive learnt a lot through blogging, my thinking has become stronger and better, it has helped me understand things clearer, as almost all of these posts are inspired and talk about anything that I have seen and observed, stuff that has happened to me, to my friends, to my closed ones. Every post has a story behind it which is in no way fictional. I thank all the people involved who encouraged, criticised and most importantly read my blog and commented on it.

To cut the long story short, I wish my blog a happy anniversary.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Dream on

*The dream is real, my friends. The failure to realize it is the only reality. --Toni Cade Bambara

I slept with Dream - all through the night,
She n I had a lovely time, till break of dawn
My eyes searched for her - she was outta sight.
Miss Reality laughed and said "Dude, shes gone."
I got dressed and left to look for Dream,
I searched hard and looked far,
An easy task it did not seem.
Planing my next move, I sat in a cafe nearby,
The thought of finding my Dream, I felt lost.
Then the doors opened, and entered Despair,
He got a double espresso and sat before me.
I asked if he saw Dream, his look did scare.
"She probably aint coming back, kid", he laughed at me.
With that he left, and I called on Solace's number,
Tears welled, when I knew, I could'nt reach her.
With two shots of tequila, I left for my villa,
Saw Hope at my door, saying "Cry no more".
Smiled and asked "Why are you here ?"
She hugged me and said "You need me, dear."
"Thats your life" pointing to Reality, she then said.
"But dont stop chasing your dream", she took me to bed.
In yearn for my Dream, I was losing morality,
She whispered,
"Have me, have Hope, Ill turn your dream to Reality."

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Overwhelmed !!!

You were born an original. Don't die a copy. - John Mason

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun, enjoy the trip!

June 11, 2005 :
I was all involved in the daily humdrum, and the day-to-day tasks that I had almost forgotten my own birthday. It was the day before and I had no clue that my birthday was the very next day untill Harish my best bud, took me out the very same evening, on pretext of some work of his, to RR, where well .. Surprise !!! Yup there was a surprise dinner party arranged an all, and how happy and special I felt, when I saw two of my closest and sweetest friends, Divi and Pavi, who were present there after a hard days work to celebrate my bday. I just felt happier when Girish and Neel joined us later. After all that fun, they stayed awake till 12am to call and wish me at the start of my bday.. and well, another surprise was Bidisha who called me all the way from Pune.

June 12, 2005 :
I slept happily waiting for my bday to dawn, and hey I was woken up by another phone call wish, it was Deepa, my college friend, who has never missed to call me be it any occasion, bday, festivals, friendship day etc etc, since seven years. She's always been my support come what may all through these seven years. Well, the calls kept comin in all through the day -Naveen, Harsha, college friends etc. Spent the morning at my sis's school for some inaugration and was wearing the shirt Divv gifted me. Though I was showered with wishes from the bestest of my friends, I still expected a few people to wish me, and just then Harish called me again and informed theres somethin urgent and we need to go, and soon after Jayasree too called me and wanted to meet me . I assumed there must be another surprise comin up, and as we were about to leave the phone rang and it was Deeps, my s'h'weet best friend who with Annie had actually planned another big surprise party for me, I was on cloud 9.Well later in the night had dinner out with family and retired to bed.

June 15, 2005 :
I started writing this blog in the morning of June 13,2005 its a couple of days and am still writing. Harish came online a few minutes back and I informed him "Dude, Im trying to write my blog about my birthday, and am unable to get words or frame sentences." "hmm, overwhelmed ?? " he replied. Hes right, as two days later, I still did get calls and mails of belated bday.... Bindhu,Vinay, Karma, Supriya, Sam,Vani n all.

I thank the Almighty, for gifting me with this wonderful bunch of friends.

Friday, May 27, 2005

Jammed...

I am not afraid of storms for I am learning how to sail my ship. - Louisa May Alcott.

Post - heavy lunch, sipping on a hot cup of tea, I was standing at the door of my house astonishingly glaring at that windstorm speeding away which is so uncommon in this part of the world. Minutes later, skies roared, letting go of humongous amount of rainfall accompanied by hailstones in sizes upto a ping pong ball.. The sight of the storm trio - Wind, rain and hailstones - was worth a view. I had just started enjoying this form of the weather, when there was a loud beep. Standing with the now empty tea cup, inside the cosy warm veranda of the house, I glanced across the portico blinded by the stormin rain and in a blurred vision I realised that the beep was from my cab waiting to pick me up and drop me to office. A quick glance at my watch, it was 4:05 pm. I put on my shoes and jacket and dashed my way to the cab. I got in, but drenched, drenched in just a few seconds.

"Lets wait for the weather to calm down"
"No" said the cab driver, "We will be late"
"The city is flooded, roads will be blocked and trees will be uprooted. Its better we wait for some time", I insisted.

Turning a deaf ear, he started the cab, and less than a mile, we were witnessing the havoc. The main road was flooded with knee deep water. Vehicles hesitating to drive through, we turned around and took another way, a few miles and the sights of trees uprooted, branches fallen on the roads, was quite expected. We were somewhere in Fraser town, all roads were inaccessible. Thirty minutes of driving around we finally found a way out, a small gulli leading to the other end of the flooded roads, though it was difficult driving through the narrow, congested lane we were releived that atleast we got through one part of the blocked city but that was shortlived too. We reached near Ulsoor Lake at the junction just before NAGA cinema and to our dismay the traffic snarls and road blocks were more atrocious than before.

We had just travelled about 4 miles from home, and the clock read 5:00 pm. One hour and only 4 miles done, this was the start of exhaustion. The driver now a little experienced, opted not to get packed in the traffic jam, and drove straight to the road adjacent of the lake which leads to RBANMS college, assuming it would be clear of traffic. Yes it was indeed, but just a small stretch as the vehicles before us were returning back, and one of the passengers in them was courteous enough to inform us that a huge tree has been completely uprooted blocking the road. Ardously, my driver, turned the cab and was just about to move, when a crackin noise alarmed all of us. This time it was a huge branch that fell across, trapping us in between. A tree behind, a branch in front, the lake on the right, and buildings to the left, we surely were sandwiched.

No worries, this is a city of lanes. There was a lone lane, between those buildings which opened its arms like a saviour.With no choice left, we drove into it, along the curvy lane and protruding houses, we finally came to the main road.At this moment, I couldnt help but laugh. We were back at the same junction before NAGA cinema with the traffic jam now even larger and still growing.Though the rain had stopped, and weather calmed down, it left the city in complete chaos with the havoc it created. Now we had no choce but to move at snail speed in the jam. I turned up the stereo volume, expecting some soothing music to the rescue.

"Enjoy the beautiful Bangalore weather !", echoed Darius, the RJ. Yea right !
"Its exactly 5:45, this is radio city time check and you are listening to Darius" .
Woah ! Its been almost a couple of hours and just 4 miles !!! It was frustrating and I had a serious thought to walk up the rest of the way, when the driver gave a helpless look at me.
"Well, I thought we wouldn't be late" I thought sarcastically at the back of my mind while returning his look.
"We should've waited for some time, atleast we wouldnt have spent time stuck in traffic.", he told me with a 'I shouldve listened to you' kinda tone.

I lit a smoke up, and relaxed as we inched through the jam-packed city, enjoying the svelte, gratifying music. At this moment I had indeed started enjoying the weather. We moved on slowly, passing through the hub of Bangalore city, namely the brigades and MGs. This was one of the rare occasions were brigade road was very less crowded of pedestrians and window shoppers. How i wished it would be the same on all weekends. Just recovering from previous traffic jams, we bump into another near shoolay circle, and another on richmond road. Overheard that a heavy branch had fallen on a transformer nearby, damaging it and blacking out the area.

We had just had enough when a kinda bumping noise from behind prompted the driver to stop the cab, put on the handbrake, and get out. Seconds later, a verbally abusive argument was on between the autorickshaw driver and my cab driver, causing another jam and more of noisy, ear-aching beeps of vehicles behind. For once our cab was the cause of another jam. Once being satisfied at throwing verbal insults, the cab driver moved on, still cribbing.

It was 7 p.m, we still had 5 miles to go and many more blocks. At this point the city seemed a complete choc-a-block. We reached KH road, to greet the next jam, when one of the pedestrians informed us that a car was crushed under a tree, injuring a lady, prompting the cops to divert all traffic away. We crawled through the diversion and took a whole circle of Lalbagh gardens, till we finally neared Jayanagar. A couple more miles, and a burning pungent smell attracting our noses emerged, it stayed with us fo a long while, confirming that it was from our cab. Tried our best to find out the source of it, but in vain.

"It could be the tyres", I said to the driver.
"Maybe some rubber is burning in the heated engine", he replied.
"Could be", I shuddered. We moved on and atlast reached office at JP nagar, with the fallen branches and flooded roads sight still before our eyes around the office building. I got out, and stretched my tired body and bones, which were in a similiar position for four and a half hours. Yes, it was half past eight in the night. A journey that usually takes 45 minutes, took four and half hours. Phew !

Most of you may have experienced the same sort of situation today, but somehow I felt I got to blog this as I have never been in a vehicle continously for four hours without getting out to even stretch my legs even on a long journey out of city, and this was within city limits in the middle of the chaotic, insensible traffic of loving Bangalore.

Its nearing dawn of next day and I need to get back in the cab in a few minutes as i close work for the day, though I did work an extra four hours to make up for the loss, im happy it gave time for me to blog my experience in between work. (Well yes, I do this between work and if u need to know how, then that would need another post, and Im tired )

Goodnight !